Tuesday, June 30, 2009


Sometimes,things just wont came out like the way you are.

Sometimes,things just wont came out as smooth as you want.
Sometimes,things just came out under your expectation.
i got no ideas about what the heck they want actually!
sometimes,i really hope that someone is beside me and giving me a great support.
yea,just a short moment....
didn't hope for much.
*Hugs*

Seems many things happened around.
and i'm still standing right there.
it is a bad or a good things for me?
well,no idea,no comment...
i need rest.

Raining now.
Nites!

*muacks*

p/s:wishing karlin recover soon.
wishing popo will be fine.i miss your *7/9* so much.
wishing wilson can do well in his coming presentation.
wishing ME and HIM will be fine

Monday, June 29, 2009


So, i had my so-call-quiz today.
4 short questions from chapter 2.
i thought it would be around 10 questions in a set of paper or what..
who knows...just 4 questions written on board!
then answered on a piece of paper!
SWT =.=!!
i just knew 3 out of 4 questions.
hehehs xD

well,i got my new hair cut.
i think i had change my style to.....
err,CUTE?
ala,this words really doesn't suits to my image.
i prefer "PRETTY" instead of "CUTE".
don't really like people telling me: "hei,you looks so cute with your new hair cut!"
anyway,my hair will GROW longer and longer.
bwahahas xD

have my 5 minutes speech tomorrow.
all the best and wish me good luck.
nites!
*muacks*

p/s: I HATES MOSQUITOES!!

Saturday, June 27, 2009


I'm going to have a test+quiz on monday.

I'm going to have my 5-minutes speech on tuesday.
I'm going to have my english language presentation on saturday.
OH JESUS!
seriously needs help now!!
i have been rested for a long time and my brain get stuck!
got no ideas about what the heck i'm going to do now.

well,just backed from Jusco.
i get what i want there,finally~
i bought my formal clothes!!!
a nice one i think.
will be wearing that on this coming saturday.
hehehs xD

had my supper at Moon River.
SUCKS!!!
i don't understand why fried sausages will be that worst!!
WONT GO THERE ANYMORE!!
there food are totally SUCKS!
and the place recall back lots memories about you and me.
i'm going there alone without you.


Worrying about my sister actually.
hopes she will be fine.
she has to be quarantine for 7 days!!
Oh my dear sister,pity you!!
don't worry ok? u SURE will be fine.
pray HARD HARD HARD for you!!
i'm waiting to receive your souvenir that you bought for me in Thailand.
Always there to be with you.
Love you,my dear!!


p/s:i love MCDONALDS fucking much!!!

It's not the right time to do that.


Tuesday, June 23, 2009





我紧闭双眼,屏住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇
见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里

我流干眼泪,不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后,我们对爱情会无能为力...

曾经有过的承诺
曾经有过的快乐
曾经有过的回忆
曾经有过的........
这一切都已成为过去式
不该在留恋了,对吧?

曾经你对我说过你很爱我,不希望我把你给抛下
曾经你对我说过你很怕失去我...
很天真地以为你真的会和我快快乐乐的在一起
谁知道,故事的结尾....



Monday, June 22, 2009


We cooked today!!
bwahaha x))
couldn't believe right?
we ourselves also cant believe that we are able to cook for our dinner.

Tesco-ing:
Searching HELP.i called my mum...
Helping the girls to carry bags....

people who were included was ME,Eqing,Wilson,Wfei and Khong.

Miss Teo was excluded because she was ill.
Mr.Eric was excluded also because that time he was still on the way back to kampar.


Here are the chef for tonight:

Popo busy cutting garlicHong zai chopping chicken!! GG concentrating on his 午餐肉Tis fella just kacau-ing us.tiada khidmat!! Cutting hotdog(ada sikit "peh")

Taadaa!!!! our dinner....
gona tell you guys,its very delicious..
tiada hangus,tiada busuk,tiada masin sangat,tiada manis sangat,tiada tasteless punya...
100% SEDAP!!!!
couldn't believe rite? but yet,its truth!!
muahahaha xD
we really put much effort on this meal.
especially eqing!!
she knew how to cook!!
hahahahs :))

reserve for mr.eric

I enjoyed lots while we cooked.
Hmmm,what should we cook for next time?
i just need a simple wan....
any ideas?

Saturday, June 20, 2009


My jimui,Miss Wong Zi Jing just back from Singapore and...
we decided to have a gathering at Ipoh Parade today.
hehehehs :P
rush back from kampar this afternoon.
couldn't back on friday because i got class on saturday morning.
pity me :(
ok,back to topic!
we all waited her for soo long....
but doesn't matter lar,i wanna go SHOP since i already 3 weeks din go shopping dy.
seems abit outdating.
suddenly miss epoh building so much.
hahahs xD
feels so great when i'm in parade and jusco.
kampar was like.....PEKAN??
got no idea what to talk about kampar.

Lai Kwan
Catherine Lee(2nd loupo zai)
Miss AngieMy dearie(lai kwan+eqing)Miss Chee Sheen & Miss Catherine
Miss WONG ZI JING(main character)
Miss Marie(right hand side)Ji muisJi muis EVER!!!


Doing nothing at my house,so.......
THE END!


i miss him



Friday, June 19, 2009


It's so peaceful tonight.
Quite tired.
It's time to have a rest.
It's time to clear up my mind.

p/s:Miss Wong Zi Jing,cant wait to met you up.
I miss you like hell!!
I miss you fucking damn much!!
My dear,wait me yea!!





再好的东西,都有失去的一天
再深的记忆,也有淡忘的一天
再爱的人,也有远走的一天
再美的梦,都有苏醒的一天

该放弃的决不挽留
该珍惜的决不放手




Got no idea what to blog these few days.

everything goes well and smooth.
but unfortunately,i met him yesterday at pasar malam.
don't know why i'm quite emo after i met him.
i don't know what happen to myself.
i thought i had put it down but....


*slap myself*


LEE YAN YEE arhh LEE YAN YEE!!
WAKE UP PLEASE!!!!!

it's not the right time to think all those stuff.
you wanna study HARD HARD HARD!!!
you wanna score well in every of your exam!!!
you wanna go to APIIT on the next year!!!
you still have lots of things to do...
control YOURSELF!!!


* i will do that,i swear i will*



Monday, June 15, 2009


Its 304am now.
i got my class on 8am tomorrow.
just finished gossip-ing with my housemate.
i don't want panda eyes anymore.
just stay away from me please!?

well,my brother,Mr.Boon Boon came over just now.
i miss him fucking damn much!
such a long time din see him.
he cut his hair.
err,honestly,not that nice! so sorry to say that.

heard something funny today.
my friend told me that now is the season of 失恋.
#$^!$%#%$@
WHAT THE HECK!
duh=.="

just did some revision just now.
i really don't like addmaths!
i don't like numbers!!
there's lots of ??? came into my mind.
what the hell it is huh?
i think i still need some time to digest all the NUMBERS!!

i got my assignments group members dy.
all GUYS and i'm the only girl in it.
duh=.="

Alex-class representative
Wei Liong-noisiest guy in class
Joe-a handsome one
Yoong Jen-clever fella
Ruebern-driver??

got lots lots lots pictures wanna upload.
NIGHT OF MAMALIA
pretty FUN!!


Night.
Muacks!!
So happy that
you get your new phone!



Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Everything was pretty fine here after few days of.....
don't worry about me.
i'm BACK!!!!
the blurry,the nerdy,the stupidity was alright now....
fully-charged!! xD
you guys gonna organize a WELCOME BACK PARTY to me.
hahahahs.

Anyway,thanks for all the support when i felt so down and upset.
felt so warm and touch!!
glad that you're all beside me and giving me the advices.
APRRECIATE LOTS!!!!!!
i'm very OKAY now.

Gonna go campus and have my economics class now.
will be going back home at 8pm at night.
Pity me!
Chaoz.

p/s: rumah saya ada BANJIR !!
WTH!






Saturday, June 6, 2009

我这才知道原来真的结束了
一直抱着一个希望,希望能和他重新开始
而我的这个希望,昨晚就破灭了
一切都是我在一厢情愿
不知道自己哪来的勇气,要求他给彼此一个机会..
你却说:"不如我们当朋友吧!"
"如果我们在回一起,我还是老样子,那又何必呢?"
"你不觉得我对朋友比我对女朋友还好吗?"
妈的!! 如果你真的要对一个人好,会很难吗?
听了这番话,眼泪流下来了..
不敢大声地哭,怕吵醒爸妈..
躲在棉被里偷偷流泪的感觉好难受,真的很难受!
长这么大从来都不会为了同一件事哭这么久,这么的难过..

如果你真的真心爱一个人,你不会对他/她说那一番话..
或许真的好像朋友说,你根本不值得我为你掉眼泪
放开胸怀,一切都会更美好!
就让时间冲淡一切吧,我们之间的一切..
或许对彼此都会更好吧!
我对你来说,应该算不了什么,你也应该比我坚强很多..

Karlin说的对,虽然我和她表面上都很男生化,
说话很粗鲁,动作很粗鲁,但毕竟我们俩都是女生!
我们姐妹俩的心都给了别人,却狠狠地被人打碎了..
有朋友说,应该找一个他爱你多过你爱他的人
现在想想,或许真的是吧!

我们的心都很脆弱..
我们需要有人来爱我们,
我们需要有人来关心我们,
我们需要有人来保护我们,
我们俩比任何人都需要这一切..

我和他本来就是住在两个不同的世界!
现在落得如此,我也会说"我很高兴认识过你...很珍惜你给过我的一切..."
以前都是对方比较关心我,比较爱我,比较珍惜我..
直到我遇见了你,我才懂得如何去珍惜一个我真的爱的人..
谢谢你给了我这一切,让我上了一堂这么宝贵的课!
无论以后会怎样,我都不会后悔跟你在一起过,爱过一个这样的你..

Wilson问我会不会很不舍得.
我说不舍得就是骗你的..
可是不舍得也没用,因为一切都结束了,故事已经来到了完结篇..
不舍得终究还是要放手,因为对方已经把你的手给放开了, 你死握着也没用..
无论怎样,生活还是要过,日子还长得很,我还有好多好多个十年要过..
心虽然还是很痛,但无论怎样,我都会开开心心的过..
朋友们,珍惜眼前人!找到对的人,就好好握着..



祝福你能找到一个你爱的女生
没后悔爱过你,我真的很喜欢你,真的很爱你!


i joined plurk.






Friday, June 5, 2009

今天已经是第二天了
心情比之前好许多
不会无缘无故想起他就流泪
躲在厕所里偷偷的哭
哭完了又若无其事的走出来!

待会上完课后,就回怡保了
他也应该有回去吧..
不知道为什么,我不想回家
在家太得空了,无所事事的时候就会想起你
看回你以前留给我的简讯..

昨晚看完戏,大概半夜两点多吧,都睡不着
鼓起勇气传了一个简单的简讯给他
他依然回我那一个字 ;(
不过比起一个字都没有来得好..

感觉你真的要放弃了吧!
或许真的对我没感觉了..
看完以前你传的所有简讯后才睡..
我想当一切都没发生过,可以吗?
我们重新再认识过对方,可以吗?
你给不了我一个答案,是吧?
连我自己都不知道想怎样..

我不知道你觉得我对你怎样
我不知道你是不是真的爱过我
我不知道你想要些什么
我真的什么都不知道!!!
我很彷徨,我很害怕,我真不想没有你..

真的就这样了断了吗?
我不想要这样的结果
真的不要又有什么用..
原来等待真的很累
一天一天的等着,一天一天的想你..
有很多事情想跟你一起去渡过
有很所事情想跟你一起去做
却没机会了!!



Hearts YEW.
Love YEW.
Miss YEW.
Hope to always be with YEW.
Babe,i really love you much!!





Wednesday, June 3, 2009

今天起床后,看到他的简讯..
只有简单的一个字,Nitex!!
不知道自己在期待些什么
朋友们都叫我放下,可是我放不下..
很想挽回这一段感情,可是又怕再受伤害..
可能真的需要些时间来冲淡一切吧!

今天有人说我的眼睛很肿,我自己都觉得是..
昨晚大哭了一场,哭了很久...也没睡好,眼睛当然会这样..
满脑子都是他的影子,很辛苦!
今天一直都看着电话会不会有他的简讯,很傻..
放学后,还到处去逛,看会不会碰见他..
同一个地方可以来回徘徊几次
明知道不可能会有,却一直在等待..
很想把自己搞的很忙很忙,却不知道有什么东西可忙..

装没事的样子有点困难,压抑着自己不再想他,那里却不断浮现他的一切..
拿起手机想传简讯给他,却不知道传什么,也不敢传给他..
可能你这一段日子都不会理会我,心想不要再给我有任何的希望了..

我现在才发现原来有很多东西我们都没做过..
你还没有录过一首歌给我听..
我说我很喜欢一首歌,a moment like this(leona lewis)你说你不知道怎样唱.
你还说下次上网去听,然后录给我听..
可能你不记得了吧..
现在唯有开着电脑,听着这一首歌,越听越想哭..

Babe,i will wait for you.
I really love you lots.
i got no idea about our realtionship
and i got no hope right now!
i wants you to love me but failed.
i wants you to care me but failed.
i'm a failure!
how i wish that i didn't know you before
or we are not couple before
i think i will feel better then.
i got a wish,can u send me a night message everynite?
just a simple message for u,can you?




结束了..这一切都结束了..

心在淌血,很痛很痛..

眼泪不停的往下流

我真的很难过!!

之前以为自己会很坚强,但原来我不是..

心碎了..很碎很碎..

之前所说的一切都过去了

没有人可让我依靠

没有人牵我的手

没有人骂我笨蛋

所有的回忆都是过去式了..

我们的将来就将结束了!

或许我们根本没有可能有将来

原来我们在一起的日子是那么的短暂

你说你不知道怎么面对我

那,算吧..

以后见到你,我也不知道要怎样面对你..

因为我真的伤得很深

可能你很快能恢复心情,可是我不能..

每当我想到你,我都会很牵挂我们的一切

但是你说你不想我难过,所以结束吧..

但是你没想过,结束了,我会更难过

你曾经说你会找出个原因,但我觉得你根本没放在心上..

可能我们真的来自两个不同的世界

我们根本不能生活在同一个星球

大家都融入不到彼此的生活

我很努力,可是还是落得如此..

我好希望有人能借他的肩膀给我靠一下

只要一下就足够了..

可是无论靠着谁的肩膀,还是最想靠着你的..

但没可能了,永远都不可能再靠了

从来没有这么的难过

我好怀念以前的我们

我还留着很多很多很多以前你留给我的简讯

有股冲动很想删掉,却不舍得

因为我真的很不舍得你,超不舍得

我不想放手,可是你却把我的手给放了

我们连合照的机会都没有..

我很想牵紧你的手,抱紧你

或许你对我闷了吧..

在这一刻,有千言万语想对你说

你却不在我身边了..

不知道该不该等下去

我不知道你会如何,但我只想告诉你

我真的真的真的很爱你

祝福你,没有我的日子会更自在,会更幸福快乐..

李伟耀,我爱你!

Monday, June 1, 2009


its 4am right now.
Currently blogging at house.
hahahahs.
finally the TM people came my house and fix it.
Oh Yeah,Babe!!

so,i started my lesson today on 8am.
OMG!! its just a little bit too early for me.
still manage to wake up and get prepare for myself.
ended my class at 1pm.
and went for lunch with Wfei,Khong,John and 2 guys.
everything was still fine.
did saw lots of friends in class but......
more towards to those type of HI-BYE friends.
kesian betul ni.

lecturer room(400+ peoples) =.="
OH YA!!
i drove today.
hahahahahs xDDD

p/s: i havent get my P lesen yet.
muahahahas

i drove twice.i fetch Wilson&Eqing back to house.
feel proud of myself.
and i told mummy that....but she scolded me like hell.
严重警告that type somemore.
Roger,Madam!! (curi pandu next time)

went dinner with other gang in kampar.
(Jimmy,Sam,Ah Neh,Ah Sui,Mei Yee,Yan and Neh's gf i think)
they stayed at westlake and we walked a distance out from house for dinner.
=.="""
(penat betul)

playing lame games



我觉得我应该开始习惯回没有你的日子
真的真的真的心淡了
觉得好像过回以前的日子
我是个很平凡的女孩而已
我需要关怀